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Lord, I’ve got a problem. Well, actually more than one problem, but I’m having a hard time here. I’m sorry, but I can’t believe this! Me, of all people—the pastor’s wife, worship leader, women’s ministry president, and general do-it-all’er in the church. Does Little Miss Goody-Two-Shoes think she can just pop in and out of here, spread a little cheer, and think that’s it? Does she even for one minute think that maybe sometimes encouraging people requires more than a precious little sugar-coated “Love ya!” Everyone thinks she’s all “that”! Even my husband—he appointed her as the leader of the new supposedly-dynamic “Encouraging Word” ministry. Doesn’t he understand how flaky she is? Just the thought of her squeaky voice makes me quiver. Frankly, I don’t care if I ever see her again. She can go spread her good cheer elsewhere—what a joke! If she really was anointed to lead the supposedly-dynamic “Encouraging Word” ministry, she’d understand some people need more than just a “We’re prayin’ for ya!” Good grief! God, You’ve got to do something. The people…no, me—I need a word from You, something I can cling to, a sign that You’re listening and You’ve not turned away from me when I’m down or struggling. I’m sorry, but I’m supposed to believe You chose that nut-case to offer encouragement to hurting people? I try my best to be everything to everyone, to fulfill my umpteen million roles in the church. But, can’t You do something about that woman? You know, God, I could teach her a thing or two about an encouraging word ministry. Finally! I’ve been waiting for you to realize I’ve gifted you with the ability communicate my love. Will you finally sit still and listen? Ok, so I’m listening. But, just so You know, I don’t need another job. I’m too busy as it is. You’ve just got to do something with Miss Encouraging Word Ministry. Oh, I plan to do something with her, but My hands are tied as long as you won’t allow Me to use you. What do you mean ME? I’m too busy now! I’ve gifted you with words—with My Word—to encourage My people. But I’ve also given you the ability to teach others. Your friend needs you to teach her. Her heart is right; her desire to reach out and touch others is sincere—it comes from Me. But, she needs YOU to mentor her, to show her the right way. Will you? Oh Lord, I don’t know if I can do that. What about my own heart? It’s so wretched when it comes to that woman. She just thinks … You think she thinks, but it’s YOU I’m dealing with, it’s YOU who needs to listen and learn what My will is. She already has the desire and the zeal, but she needs YOU to teach her, first by example. Pick up the phone and call her—now. She’s probably not even home yet. Besides, I’ve got to get ready for the meeting tonight. I’ll talk to her tomorrow. Pick up the phone and call her now. I’ve got to get busy here… Pick up the phone and call her now. Okay, but… Ask her forgiveness for your attitude and use the gifts I’ve given you. I’m sorry. I know my heart has been so wrong toward her. You’re going to have to help me—I need Your help.
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Jan Ross and her husband Ron make their home in Willard, Ohio; they are the parents of six wonderful adult children who have blessed them with twelve incredible grandchildren. As a missionary and as President of Heart of God International Ministries, Jan’s servant heart and deep passion to teach the Word of God continue to bear much fruit to the glory of God through her writing and global ministry outreach. www.heartofgodinternational.com
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